Wednesday, April 28, 2010


Today, I turn 13. Another year of life. Another year of love. I was born April 28th, 1:17(or 18, always forget. :) ), 1997. The year of the Ox, the month of Taurus, and the stone of Diamond.

This post is scheduled to post at  1:17, April 28th, 2010. Today, I am a teenager, a year older, and in a different scale of names.

Just yesterday, I was a "pre-teen" or "tween". One year ago yesterday years ago, I was a "kid". *sighs*

Why does time go by so fast? It goes and goes and goes, and never thinks about stopping, stopping and going backward, to let our memories come alive again. If only it worked like that.

I can't say much, it's too... odd? to know that time is going by around us, even if we stop moving.

I'll tell you what I got later, though, it won't be happy. Sorry, nothing is, when it's April.

Monday, April 26, 2010

In Loving Memory, Good-Bye

 In 2007, 3 years ago,
On April 26th, a loving heart stood still
So many others were broken into pieces.

I am not saying good-bye to blogger, I am saying good-bye, because today is the day my uncle Mark died. I had to say good-bye to him. 8 days later we had the memorial, and that was the real time I said my last good-bye. He is always here with us, I know that. His spirit lives on. I found this great poem, that I would like to share. I give credit to THIS blog for the poem. He died two days before my birthday. It was a terrifying sadness, that can't seem to leave my heart.

Do not shed tears when I have gone
but smile instead because I have lived.
Do not shut your eyes and pray to God that I’ll come back
but open your eyes and see all that I have left behind.
I know your heart will be empty because you cannot see me
but still I want you to be full of the love we shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live only for yesterday
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of what happened
between us yesterday.
You can remember me and grieve that I have gone
or you can cherish my memory and let it live on.
You can cry and lose yourself become distraught
and turn your back on the world
or you can do what I want - smile, wipe away the tears,
learn to love again and go on.

Right now, I just re-read that poem, and tears came to my eyes. :) :( It is so beautiful, and so perfect. My uncle was so wonderful. He did so many generous things. I love him, and I still do. I can't explain my gratefulness for his life. I can't describe anything. 
I never wanted you 
to leave
I wanted you to stay
here holdin' me
I miss you, I miss
your smile
and I still shed a
every once in 
a while

And even though
it's different now
You're still here

My heart won't 
let you go
and I need you 
to know

I miss you...
Mark still loves me, and I need to believe that he is happy. Maybe it's time for a new start. Every new year symbolizes a new start. Miracles can happen.

Maybe it's time
for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving
up on love
 You know that
maybe it's time for 
miracles cuz I ain't
giving up
on love


Thursday, April 22, 2010


Is a sulking butterfly
Fluttering without courage
In a sunlit clearing
Just Wanting it's life to be a dream.

This is a poem I made in class today. We were making some, and he gave us forms, so I did this. :) This poem is the start of a new "series" that I am doing for all to join in! Every Monday I shall be posting the new theme of the poem you can do. This means you have to follow the instructions! Here is the button.

Each week it shall say something different!You may do it any day of the week. I would really appreciate it if you did this. :) But to start things off, we shall start today!! So, here is this week's POEM FORM-

Emotional animal is like the poem I did up above. Here is how you do it though!

Line 1: name an emotion
Line 2: is a(an) adjective animal name
Line 3: write an action filled phrase describing how the animal moves
Line 4: write a phrase telling where the animal lives
Line 5: write a phrase that tells readers either why the animal acts the way it does or possibly how others react to it

That is all you have to do! My poem up top is an example of this. So, HAVE FUN! And please take the button!

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Embracing, a Tag, Fish Breeding!?

1.How many toes do you have?
Well... I have 5 on one foot, and 5 on the other... so 10...

2. How many bones have you broken?
One. But when I was REALLY young. I broke my collar bone once. haha. :D

3. Name an epic thing that you have done.
An epic thing... hmm..... I guess never falling off Aladdin except for once. :D

4. If you had a pet lemming, what would you name him?
Umm.... Lem. haha

5. What color are the clothes you're wearing right now?
White uniform shirt with dark navy blue pants

6. How awesome are orca whales on a scale of one to ten?
Orca Whales are very beautiful and awesome. They are aggressive by nature, and can't help but attack a trainer if they are in captivity! They are WILD creatures, and you can NEVER contain a wild creature. Ya sure, you can capture them, but soon enough, that animal shall snap. So I'll have to say 8/10.

8. How old do you want to be when you die?
I would hope** to live past 100. :)

9. Name a pet peeve and an addiction.
A pet peeve... let's see... OH! I got one. *smiles* I HATE it when a person gets mad for NO reason. Then they expect the person they're mad at to say SORRY! Like, how is that person supposed to say sorry, IF THEY DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY DID!! :D Okay, now an addiction.... HORSES, BOOKS, WRITING!!!

10. Write a paragraph detailing your life. 100 word minimum.
Umm.... I was born in a place, and then moved to this awesome, awesome house. I went to JK and had no friends, then we moved again,(away from the awesome house. :() and I found a friend. We're not friends now. Then I met my current friends, and I fell in love with horses, and currently ride horses, well I currently ride ALADDIN. Then I found blogger, ad met many wonderful friends. That's all I can think of. :D (71 words. Oh well, rules smchooles!)

11. Name one thing that isn't really a secret, but that you haven't really gotten around to telling anyone.
Umm.....  I am saving up money to buy a horse when I am much older. :)

12. Name another pet peeve.
People with an annoying laugh... *shudders*

13. Sprechen Sie deutsch?

14. Tell a joke.
Don't have one actually... But let's see if you can figure out this riddle!

What is an eight letter word, but has one letter in it?

15. How many of the questions have you answered in a witty manner so far?

16. Compose a haiku.
Asked my mom for joke
She said she didn't have one
I was really sad

17. Have you ever noticed how sour candies taste even more sour if you rub them on the side of your tongue?

18. What book(s) are you reading at the moment?
 The Adventures of Tom Sawyer

19. How many doors are there in your house?
11, as a guess. XD

20. How would you solve a problem like Maria?
Who's Maria?

21. Think of something about yourself. Anything. Go on, think of it.

Now think of something more interesting. Write it down here.
I hate my hair up in a pony-tail. :)

22. What's wrong with your legs?
:/ Don't really wanna say

24. What's your favorite show tune?
Umm... *crickets*

25. Okay, you can tell us what that first thing you thought of for number 21 was. We all want to know.
I was thinking about how I love Geography sooo much and we are starting it is school again!!!

I tag anyone who....

a)loves horses
b)loves taking pictures
c)loves bagels
d)loves reading
e)love writing
f)all of the above


On the week-end, me and Miranda Miranda and I tried to breed our betta's. First it was her male, Blue Fire, with my female, Emerald. We waited two days, nothing happened. So then we tried with my male, Ember. Still, nothing happened. So now, we have given up for now. We will need to get new, younger fresher fish, before we try again. :) It was fun though. She slept over for two nights, and we did everything like all the sites we looked at said to do. So, in conclusion, it was just our fish that were the problem. haha. Here are two, might I say, sucky pictures.

That's Blue-Fire. Emerald is in one of the plants.... If you look above Blue-Fire, you will see his bubble nest, which he soon made a new one, AGAINST THE DIVIDER! *rolls eyes*

Blue-Fire again. :)

Why do some people just let life flash in front of their eyes? You should embrace it like you last heart beat. The sun is wonderful, and life comes from the sun. Love it, and absorb all you can, for what if all the warm sunny days leave? Then what shall you do?

Sunday, April 4, 2010

And The Winner Is...

Okay! Sorry for taking sooo long! I have the winner decided, though I shall make the awards for everyone else soon! Okay, it was an ULTRA hard pick! Really! I won't post any pics for copy-right reasons. I will only post them once I get them as awards! :) Okay, here are the top three!!!!

1. Alexandra @ Dreams That Sparkle
2. Bekah @ The Word Crafter
3. [Laurea] @ Center Stage

Thank-you to everyone who entered! I loved ALL of your pictures, and will make an award out of my favourite! Thank-you! Alexandra, email me at to order you FULL makeover which includes-

--Blog Button--
--Side Bar Buttons--
--Menu Bar Buttons--
--Announcement Box--
That is EVERYTHING that I can make! Thanks!

Another Blog Party!!

Go HERE To enter a blog party! You get an AWESOME GIFT IF YOU WIN!

Friday, April 2, 2010

Words of Hope(UPDATED!)

Helpful/generous/inspiring things I've done since last post are...make people laugh. :)
Helpful/generous/inspirings I will try to do before next post are... hmm.... say one good thing
Did I reach last week's goal? Yep! :)
FreeRice Grain Count as of last post... ---800 grains of rice. :) 200 this time! :) great!

Go HERE to start Words of Hope! :D

Also, resultsa of the Photo Contest shall come very soon! Sorry, it's a very hard choice! :D

Thursday, April 1, 2010


Dear Ashley,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'm going Jet Skiing. I think I realized it when I tripped on peanut butter in your closet and I saw you knock out the Montreal Canadian’s goalie. I'm sure you're masochistic enough to understand that we’re related. I'm returning the couch cushions to you, but I'll keep your glass eye as a memory. You should also know that I hate your cooking and Your cucumber-collection is weird. With tears of sadness,


 I tag anyone who thought this was weird!

Here's how you do it:

Dear (someone you recently talked to), I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it (2)(3) and I saw you (4)(5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) and (11).(12),(Your name)

1) What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - I love with your cat
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’m going jet skiing
Black -Our romance is over
Green- Our socks don't match
Grey - You're a leprechaun
Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - My dad wants a word with you
No shirt - Purple hedgehogs want to destroy you
Other -I dislike your eyelashes

2)Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February -When I quoted Forest Gump
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on peanut butter
May - When I finally changed my t-shirt
June - When you kicked me
July – When I saw the purple monkey
August - When you slapped me
September - Last year when you drooled in your sleep
October - When we tried to walk on water
November - When your dog bit my leg
December - When I threw up in your sock drawer

3) Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Chicken- In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Lasagna - In your closet
Kebab - With Jean Chr├ętien
Seafood - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Other- With George Bush and Stephen Harper

4) What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Ignore
Red - Put whipped cream on
Black - Hit on
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the sunglasses off
Brown - bite off
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the banana peel out of
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive over

5) What's the color of your hair?
Black - My boyfriend
White - My father
Grey – The Catholic Priest
Brown – The Montreal Canadian’s goalie
Purple - My corned beef hash
Red – My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Blond - My cute, new purse
Orange - My Blink 182 CD
Pink – Your ‘My Little Pony’ collection
Other --The elephant in the corner

6) What do you prefer to watch on TV?
One Tree Hill - Senile
Heroes- Frostbitten
Lost - Lost
Simpsons- Cowardly
The news - Scarred
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Open
Top Model - Middle-class
Other -shamed

7) Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That I get hurt only when I fall
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we’re related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford is ridiculous
Apathetic - That you need a life
Silly - That I'm allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly - That Santa doesn't exist
Ashamed - That there is no solution to you being a dumb kid
Other - So your driving is reckless

8) What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - The pictures from dinner last night
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - Your car
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy pajamas
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your Hannah Montana t-shirt

9) The first letter of your first name [or name you primarily go by]?
A/B - My virginity
C/D - Your photo with the mustache drawn on it
E/F - Your neighbors dog
G/H - The oil tank from your car
I/J - Your left ear
K/L - The results of that blood-sample
M/N - Your glass eye
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your rude note
Y/Z - Your credit cards

10) The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Love your sweet, sweet smile
C/D - Always will remember the pep talks
E/F -Never will forget that night
G/H – Will not tell the authorities that you stole the whale from the backyard.
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Hate your cooking
M/N - Can't stand your singing
O/P - Told my mom you pulled my hair
Q/R - Get sick when I think of your feet
S/T - Always wanted to break your legs
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven’t showered in a month
Y/Z – Am better off without you

11) What do you prefer to drink?
Soft drink – I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon
Soda – I will haunt you when I’m reincarnated as an Eskimo
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Water – I'm crying as you read this
Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war.
Snapple/Vitamin water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked out
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-collection is weird
Other – you should stop picking your nose

12) To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
France - Love always
Spain - With tears of sadness
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don’t hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - your everlasting enemy
USA - Best of luck on the upcoming test
Egypt – Say good-bye
England - Go jump off a cliff